what we are not suppose to do...
i know that i need to look through the eyes of faith but somehow trusting in what I can see with my physical eyes comes way to easily.
Last week for a lot longer than i would like to admit, fear trapped me. Holly had a hard week. We found out it was radiation pneumonia which they had predicted. She is nice and drugged up now...happy and healing, but fear captured me.
I know that this is lung cancer we are talking about here, stage 4, and that ONLY a supernatural miracle will work to give her a long life...but at the first sign of sickness since her good news... i doubted... i feared.... my eyes went off of Jesus and on to Holly's weak stature...i let tons of faithless thoughts run through my mind.
Please pray for FAITH and for HOPE in HIM for all of us! Please pray for a supernatural miracle!!
i know that i need to look through the eyes of faith but somehow trusting in what I can see with my physical eyes comes way to easily.
Last week for a lot longer than i would like to admit, fear trapped me. Holly had a hard week. We found out it was radiation pneumonia which they had predicted. She is nice and drugged up now...happy and healing, but fear captured me.
I know that this is lung cancer we are talking about here, stage 4, and that ONLY a supernatural miracle will work to give her a long life...but at the first sign of sickness since her good news... i doubted... i feared.... my eyes went off of Jesus and on to Holly's weak stature...i let tons of faithless thoughts run through my mind.
Please pray for FAITH and for HOPE in HIM for all of us! Please pray for a supernatural miracle!!
Some trust in chariots and some in horses,
but we trust in the name of the Lord our God
but we trust in the name of the Lord our God
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